Thursday 22 January 2009

A pre-Thailand gathering of thought and feelings

Right, not posted anything since early December and how time has just flown by. I have decided to delete my previous posts and use this blog to document my journey into to womanhood and my experiences, both good and bad, of surgery and Thailand. I have been off hormones since Monday (4 days), so I thought I'd write a little about how that has effected me.

To be honest, I haven't noticed a massive change yet. Maybe I have the worst to come over the next few weeks, I don't know. I did have a cry the other morning, but then that could be put down to just being a little worried about the next few months ahead.

For the past couple of weeks I've been feeling really excited about the surgery and I'm walking round with the biggest grin on my face. For the last six months I've been going over it in my head, wondering, worrying and wanting... Only confirming that I needed to make the decision of surgery, and that Dr Suporn** is the best choice for me. (** In my opinion - Insert politically correct shit here).

So watch this space... I plan to write every day that I am in Thailand, subject to feeling up to it.

4 comments:

Jenny Ford said...

Woohoo! I can't wait to read all about it, I tried texting you a few times since we last met but none of them have gone through :( Miss you.

I will be thinking about you and sending my best wishes.

Love Jenn xxx

Renee said...

I'm new here, but I can't wait either...good luck and a speedy recovery!

Louise Gallacher said...

good luck Lucy, I'll be real excited to read about your expoits..
My very best wishes and thoughts are with you...

Huggs, Louise

Lori D said...

Ahh, you've resurfaced now to document this terrific event for you! We'll be watching from afar but close at heart!